It's Been What? 10 Years?

My last blog post was a year ago. I don't know, I kind of forgotten why it's been so long since then but even though it has been that long, nothing really changed. I didn't change.

 Okay, maybe I did change one way or another. Improve would be the best term. I like who I am now and life has given me a new perspective on how things run in this world. I am not as optimistic as I was but still I'm hopeful. I've grown. Yeah that's it. Grew in more ways than one. Technically, a year could change someone's life. It did mine. I have been thinking less of myself and more on the things that concern more important things; like I want to finish college and be someone. I have this need to establish myself today so that I won't have a hard time in the future. Don't get me wrong, it's not for me. I need this in order to break free, to travel and see the good and the bad things of this world. Why? I want to help change the bad things. I still believe in the power of good will and genuine concern. I really want to help, that's why with these travels I could give back. I want to give back, I have the need to.

I want to go to India or Africa and see for myself what has to be done. I want to be a stimuli of good, if I can't do that immediately I could always start off in my own country at least I can begin somewhere. I don't really care about race, culture or country because whoever needs the help should be attended irregardless of his color or ethnicity. What's the difference really, they're still people. Why choose who you could help when you could try to at least aid to those who ask. I miss charity works, there's a sense of fulfillment when you see their eyes light up when you're there and reaching out to them. It's giving back. I know I do not have much but I know that I could spare my time.

Yes, I could spare my time. I've learned to grow out of that teenage skin and entered a new streak of adult life. I have accepted that and I'll use that to my advantage. WHO said that growing up meant giving up the child-like little things that make you happy? Growing up meant keeping who you were then while continuing THE who you are now and becoming THE you that you could be after. Of course, it will happen eventually and everything will just fall into place. All in good time, all in good time.

So for now, let's just EAT. PRAY. LOVE. :)